“Everything Got Better and Weirder”: On the Books that Changed Our Lives

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It’s a truism to say that books change lives, but the commonality of the sentiment doesn’t make it any less real. Brooklyn Magazine asked as many writers and editors and book people it could think of to talk about the piece of writing that changed them. Their answers are myriad, delightful, and as personal as a fingerprint. Time to head to your local bookstore (or library) and stock up.


LUCAS ADAMS cartoonist-writer and co-editor New York Review Comics
McSweeney’s Quarterly Issue #13, edited by Chris Ware. I didn’t really know much about comics in high school, until an employee at Cody’s Books in Berkeley, California, handed me McSweeney’s Quarterly Issue #13—it was devoted solely to comics. It was like winning the lottery or inheriting some kind of estate: I suddenly had this whole world at my fingertips, and everything in my life got better and weirder.

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LORI ADELMAN writer-advocate and executive director of Feministing
I love fiction, but for me, the truly life-changing works are firmly of this world. In particular, I gravitate towards brutally smart women dishing out their hard truths. And when I’m honest with myself, the most cherished inhibiters of my bookshelves—hooks, Sontag, Didion, Solnit, Gay—all point back to that first and favorite essayist, Simone De Beauvoir. In particular, The Second Sex laid a theoretical base for my future feminist literary consumption, as it did for so many college-aged women, like a coating of oily french fries before a night out on the town. She came to write the book in what many would consider the purest of ways: when seeking to interrogate the human condition, she found as an inconvenient prerequisite the need to first understand her own womanhood. I count myself among the many who are indebted to her for the exploration that followed.


SANDRA ALLEN writer, forthcoming debut memoir A Kind of Mirraculas Paradise
Truman Capote’s In Cold Blood
. Though it wore the clothes of a novel, it was born not of pure imagination but the so-called real world, and it therefore exploded what I had previously been made to understand about fiction being contemporary literature’s highest form. I was stunned how his meticulously crafted prose, when combined with a depth of reporting, transformed a mundane tragedy into art.


TAFFY BRODESSER-AKNER contributing writer to GQ and the New York Times Magazine
There’s this poem: Spring and Fall” by Gerard Manley Hopkins . A strange thing about me is that I’ve lived with astounding amounts of regret and nostalgia for someone who hasn’t really done anything that terrible or had that good of a childhood. When I turned ten, I remember thinking that I would kill in order to be able to do it all over. That didn’t change when I turned 40 this year. And when I discovered this poem, an acknowledgement that it was the human condition to long for and regret things that weren’t even all that good in the first place, I was introduced to an understanding of the comfort that poetry can provide if you let it.

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JULIE BUNTIN associate editor at Catapult, forthcoming debut novel Marlena
Geography III by Elizabeth Bishop
. Elizabeth Bishop’s “In the Waiting Room” is the first piece of art that articulated something I knew to be true, in my most essential self, but had never heard spoken aloud. That poem is one of my touchstones, for these lines: “But I felt: you are an I, / you are an Elizabeth, / you are one of them. / Why should you be one, too?” It’s one of the great beauties of Geography III, a perfect book. The poems collected here are marvels of attention and wisdom and deep, primal insight.


RYAN CHAPMAN author of Conversation Sparks and director of marketing at BOMB Magazine
Been Down So Long It Looks Like Up to Me by Richard Fariña
, taught me to inject absurd levels of adventure into daily life. (Why not spend spring break with the Cuban revolution?) Fariña’s early death—two days after the book’s publication—taught me never to waste time.


JESSA CRISPIN editor of Bookslut, author of The Dead Ladies Project and the forthcoming Creative Tarot
I can do this right now, actually, it seems that obvious: Pussycat Fever by Kathy Acker. I was a sheltered 15-year-old girl from Kansas, raised in a very strict, traditional family, when I found Kathy Acker’s profanity, blasphemy, and indecency. I was never the same. And darlings, I say this to you sincerely, thank god for that.

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MICHELLE DEAN author of forthcoming Sharp
Can I call The Virgin Suicides? This was the first work of contemporary literary fiction I read, handed to me by a 12th grade teacher after I turned in an essay about the stitches on my grandfather’s lips at his funeral. The teacher said: “This book will show you what it’s possible to do with words.” He was right.


MENSAH DEMARY associate editor at Catapult
Things Fall Apart by Chinua Achebe
. In writing it, Achebe said that he “discovered the writer’s life, one that exists in the world of the pages of his or her story and then seamlessly steps into the realities of everyday life.” I read the novel when I was seventeen, on the verge of beginning my own life as a writer, and never before had I submerged so deep into a story, into a sense of place and time. Reading Achebe’s novel introduced me to the duality of life as a writer, and how the literary realm—the imagination expressed on the page—can inform and provide guidance in my daily existence.


JASON DIAMOND writer-editor, forthcoming memoir Searching for John Hughes
Despite Everything: A Cometbus Omnibus by Aaron Cometbus
. I knew I wanted to be a writer the first time I ever read an issue of the zine Cometbus. His stories and characters were so vivid and familiar to me that I knew I wanted to try and do something along those lines. I took my cues from him and put out my own zines that I knew weren’t any good, but I figured with practice that maybe I’d get better.


MARGARET EBY author of South Toward Home, features & essays editor at HelloGiggles
Carl Wilson’s Let’s Talk About Love: A Journey To The End of Taste
 is one of the books that I wish I could pass out at street corners, or airdrop on parts of the country. It’s one of the smartest things I’ve ever read about Celine Dion, taste, and “reasonable people carting around cultural assumptions that make them assholes to millions of strangers.” It made me reassess those assumptions, and, honestly? Listen to Celine Dion again for the first time in a decade.


MICHELE FILGATE essayist, critic
So many books have shaped me and made me into the person I am today! But Jo Ann Beard’s The Boys of My Youth changed the way I think about the personal essay. I first read this pretty much perfect book when I was an undergraduate at the University of New Hampshire. Now I teach one of the essays, ‘”Cousins,” in my Sackett Street creative nonfiction workshops. It’s always a hit with my students. Beard’s ability to make her own life into such a rich, compelling narrative is a reminder that nonfiction is a realm equally occupied by the creative sides of our brains.


ISAAC FITZGERALD Editor at BuzzFeed Books
The Collected Stories of Breece D’J Pancake.
I’ve given this book to more people than I care to remember. It is a beautiful, perfect piece of literature. A testament to what a short story collection can be.


JOSEPH FINK co-writer of Welcome to Night Vale
Vacation by Deb Olin Unferth
. I bought this novel because it was half off and had a cool cover. I knew nothing about the author. When I finished it, I immediately flipped back to the first page and started again. She used language in a way that I had never seen before. She didn’t create surprise just with plot and character, but with the structure of the sentences themselves. I immediately decided I needed to learn to write like that. It changed how I wrote completely.


PAUL FORD writer, co-founder of Postlight.com
The Domesday Dictionary: Being an Inventory of the Artifacts and Conceits of a New Civilization by Donald M. Kaplan and Armand Schwerner, edited by Louise J. Kaplan
. This is a weird book, a couple hundred pages written by a poet and a psychiatrist, and published in 1965. It’s a dictionary of all the things that were awful back then. I found it in a bookstore when I was 15. It’s just dozens of horrible things in alphabetical order. Entries on wars and Dachau and Deadly Sins. In the entry on “Mushroom Cloud”: “These droplets are too misty to create rain, but they are large enough to reflect the white light of the sun.” The “dictionary” form, the mix of science and poetry, the way their irony carried news—it all warped my brain, forever. Writing can take any form, and writing can take on the whole world.


CONNOR GOLDSMITH literary agent at Fuse Literary
Toni Morrison’s Song of Solomon
was the book that made me want to work in the arts. It brought all the magic of mythology and folklore, a childhood obsession of mine, into a modern context with so much stark, painful weight and power. It opened my eyes to what a novel could make possible.


EMILY GOULD author of Friendship, co-founder of Emily Books
I first read The Cutmouth Lady by Romy Ashby when I was around 20 years old. Something about its mysterious, sad, sexy mood still haunts me all these years later. It’s a coming of age story, I guess, about a girl who goes to live in Japan as a teenager and goes to a strict all-girls school and realizes she’s gay. Writing a story or a novel that’s capable of capturing a mood, place, and time of life like that is something I’m still hoping to attain, but this was the book that made me thing I could try to do it.


JAIME GREEN writer, host of the Catapult Podcast
Super Flat Times by Matthew Derby
. Growing up and in college, the books I enjoyed reading were pretty straightforward novels. But when I tried to write like that in my fiction classes—plot-driven contemporary realism, I guess—it never seemed to click. “I want to write things like I like to read,” I told my thesis advisor, of whom I was terrified. “I don’t think that’s how you write,” she replied, with terrifying wisdom. Then, the summer before senior year, the summer before my fiction thesis was to be written, I stumbled across Super Flat Times in the college bookstore. I picked it up on a whim, and it basically exploded my brain. The stories were weird, not just in plot and conceit but in how they were told. The book was hazy and surreal but full of very real feelings, like a disconcerting dream. I never ended up writing stories that looked or felt like Derby’s hypnagogic dystopia, but his book unlocked a door. Something about the shape of its heart matched what I realized I wanted to do.


NICK GREENE former editor at Simon & Schuster, now Business Development at Atavist
The Black Notebooks: An Interior Journey by Toi Derricotte.
The really short version of this short memoir is that Derricotte is black but light enough to pass for white. This book was the first time I’d seen someone so perfectly capture how, to people like me, America’s race problem is less an abstraction than a war within myself. I remember having to lie down and stare at the ceiling every once in a while to unwind


Without hesitation: Amy Hempel’s The Collected StoriesBecause musicality in short stories is nothing without substance when one’s goals are brevity and devastation.


DANIELLE HENDERSON author of Feminist Ryan Gosling
Norman Mailer, The Executioner’s Song.
I read it when I was 18, back when I still judged books by their heft, and plucked it off the shelf because it looked long enough to be interesting. The true story of Gary Gilmore—a convicted murderer who fought for his own execution—is disturbing to say the least, but it was the first time I realized the terror and heartache of living could be pressed into a compelling journalistic narrative.


EMILY HUGHES social media at Penguin Random House
Beloved by Toni Morrison: I read it for the first (but not last) time when I was 19, and I distinctly remember thinking it should be required reading for every human. It’s a book that can teach you empathy in a way you’ve never grasped it before while simultaneously transforming your understanding of what a novel can be, and on top of that, the writing is peerless.


MARIS KREIZMAN author of Slaughterhouse 90210
Another Life by Michael Korda. The esteemed Simon & Schuster editor Michael Korda had a life in book publishing that sounds a bit like Mad Men but with authors like Jacqueline Susann as clients instead of companies. Korda gave me the impression that loving books could be lucrative and glamorous, a misconception for which I’ll never forgive him. I’m kidding–Another Life made me want to be a book editor and even though I’m no longer completely in the industry I will remain starry eyed by the idea of getting paid for working intimately with writers.
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VICTOR LAVALLE author of The Devil in Silver
Children of the Kingdom by T.E.D. Klein
. This novella takes place in New York City during the infamous blackout of 1977. It’s a great horror story, with a chilling alternate explanation for the cause of the blackout, but it’s also captures my hometown in an era when monsters were the least of its problems. I’d never seen the place written up with such clarity and painful honesty and I loved it.


MICHELLE LEGRO culture editor at The New Republic
I can tell you right now which book changed my life: Howard’s End by E.M. ForsterHoward’s End was the first book I read twice, deeply, and made me understand that I would be reading this book for the rest of my life, that each character was the id of some future and past self. It was the first book that made me realize that the best books can compel us to read them again and again.


JONATHAM LETHEM author of Dissident Gardens
James Baldwin’s Another Country. It showed me that there were no secrets that fiction couldn’t tell about the world, if it was courageous enough, and that the lives of the people I saw around me might be just as real as any other.


SYREETA MCFADDEN writer-editor
It’s always two for me. Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison and Faces at the Bottom of the Well by Derrick Bell. But, if I have to choose between the two, it’s Derrick Bell always. Faces at the Bottom of the Well is a collection of essays, legal critique, and storytelling from the late law professor, who famously resigned his tenured position at Harvard Law School in 1992 in protest of Harvard’s piss-poor policy of hiring black women faculty. It is an accessible entry point into the study of critical race theory, and unpacks the function of racism in modern American society within the law. It straddles magical realism, as well as critical discourse through his fictional debates with Geneva Crenshaw (whose real life double is the one and only Kimberlé Crenshaw). Through allegories and fables, it helped me build a language to deconstruct the machinery of racism in its application through the law as well as the law’s disproportional effects on black Americans for debates we’re still having today nearly 20 years after I read this book.


LINCOLN MICHEL author of Upright Beasts, editor at Gigantic and Electric Literature
Franz Kafka: The Complete Stories
. Before I read Kafka, I thought I was supposed to read for simple themes and specific messages, the kind that could be reduced to five paragraph essays. But these stories showed me that great fiction is expansive, emitting many meanings and teaching new ways of seeing reality. Kafka taught me that art isn’t a mystery to be solved, but a means of opening up the mysterious inside you.


ELIZABETH MINKEL writer at The Millions and The New Statesman
At 18, I was ready to drop everything and move to New York to sing jazz. But then I stumbled upon Geoff Dyer’s But Beautiful, a series of fictionalized vignettes about jazz greats, and instead of falling deeper for the music, I fell for the words—I remembered how much I’d always loved books, and I’ve been trying to figure out what makes them work ever since.


MAXWELL NEELY-COHEN author of Echo of the Boom
A Canticle for Leibowitz by Walter M. Miller Jr. Read for pleasure my senior year of college, it totally shredded any expectations I had of what a book could be and how a book could be constructed. I looked at time and space differently after that (and wouldn’t shut up about it).

KEVIN NGUYEN editorial director at Google Play Books
Joshua Ferris’s The Unnamed
 is the only perfect novel I’ve ever read. The somewhat mixed critical reaction to it made me realize that everyone is always wrong.


DANIEL JOSÉ OLDER author of the Bone Street Rumba series
I would have to say Bloodchild by Octavia Butler. My seventh grade teacher gave it to me for no apparent reason. Inez Middleton at Boston Latin. She had no idea I would go on to write science fiction and about race and power.


ANNE HELEN PETERSEN writer at BuzzFeed News
Oh, this is a good one! Heavenly Bodies: Film Stars and Society by Richard Dyer introduced me to star studies and, in effect, my current life. No one is smarter on the way that star images, especially the way they reflect our contradictory ideologies at a given moment in time. The chapter on Marilyn Monroe is arguably the best thing ever written on a star.


HELEN PHILLIPS author of The Beautiful Bureaucrat
“The Nightingale and the Rose” by Oscar Wilde
. This short story/children’s tale by Oscar Wilde was the first piece of literature that ever made me cry. Someone makes the ultimate sacrifice and the world is completely indifferent. My mother read it to me when I was six; I was so beside myself with despair after hearing it that I had to run off and be alone in my room.


ELISSA SCHAPPELL writer, author of Blueprints for Building Better Girls
Lorrie Moore’s Self Help. I’m greatly influenced by the way Moore accesses our deepest anxieties and fears by dosing her stories with humor. But these stories all written in the second person were a revelation, they gave me permission to play at length with form.

Obviously I have pondered and discarded basically one million titles—but I think I’m sticking with: The Thirteen Clocks. I have intensely strong memories of many childhood reads of Many Moons, a picture book written by Thurber, and yet I only discovered this title later—found completely by accident in a used bookshop on a day filled with melancholy. It has the wordplay of The Phantom Tollbooth, the longing and nature of The Once and Future King, the dense riddles of a less smug Prufrock—and the love of storytelling, the disconcerting darkness and a reminder of the power of the fantastic.


  1. For me, Spring and Fall isn’t about regretting things that weren’t even that good in the first place. It’s about Death and Loss. Margaret is mourning her own passing. Not the leaves. I take something else away from my reading. La la la. To each her own. We’re all dead soon.

  2. Somewhere between graduating from college and finishing my M.A. in English in the 1970s, I read William Gibson’s A Mass for the Dead which mines the profound achievement of his parents’ “ordinary” lives with such rich and exquisite language that it has been a touchstone ever since.


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